hati terluka dan holiday

ya!hatiku terluka..sbb apa?
sbb apa yg diharapkan dan diimpikan tak tercapai..
mungkin aku meletakkan harapan yg terlalu tinggi...bila impian tak tercapai, sakitnya yg amat sgt, lukanya ternyatalah parah..
masihkah ada peluang lain utk ku?
mampukah aku menunggu utk peluang lain itu datang memunculkan dirinya....
payah, mmg payah....

holiday holiday holiday....
balik kampung, nk g Thailand.....
jadi ke tidek, ntah la....
yg penting dpt balik kpg....hwa3....

another lost ='(

masa berlalu dengan cepat skali tanda hidup ini makin tiba ke penghujungnya...

about two months before raya, i've lost my baby sister and dearest grandma... and about two weeks followed by my grandpa... the sadness moment is when I wasn't with them at their end of life... better i'm not, i know i will cry until there will be no more tears in me...

this semester is the worse disaster ever, i've lost three person who are i love most in a short while....

Dear Allah, give me strength to face this all.... sesungguhnya hanya padaMu aku memohon kekuatan, hanya padaMu tempatku meluahkan rasa hati....

feeling so bad....

hye hye hye....
dah lame tak mengarang kt sini....
im kinda busy, feeling unwell and lost my beloved grandma...
and now,im feeling so bad,totally bad...
people around me see me smile, and laugh, and still can talk much..but im crying inside..
hilang insan yg paling bermakna dlm hidup,itu lebih sakit...
there will be no joy of raya for me...it will take so much time for me to recover from the sadness...
lost, lost and totally lost...

lost......

kembali lagi selepas lbh seminggu menghilang....

lost...kehilangan.....

ya,kehilangan....i've lost my baby sister....my mom have to deliver her early because it may be a danger to her own self....inilah kehilangan yg paling hebat dirasakan...

feel lost,when i need to skip my classes for a whole week....hard time for me to capture all the lesson by my own because next week will have quizzes and tests....

time to struggle.....=D daaa.......

world of football....

bola sepak bukan lagi sukan untuk lelaki je tapi kaum perempuan zaman sekarang juga menjadi bola sepak sebagai sukan pilihan. tak hairan la sekarang ni ade team bola sepak wanita kan? haha...

bola sepak adalah satu sukan yang menyatukan seluruh dunia, sampaikan pasukan perang pun boleh main bola bersama untuk hilangkan tekanan peperangan mereka.

German vs Spain at 2.30 am...who will go to the final?its all about luck. kite takkan tahu team mane yang menang sbb bola itu bulat dan ade 22 pemain atas padang yang kejar, sepak dan cuba scorekan bola tu ke gawang gol... wink2!! ;)

ABC 123

today i would love to write in Malay... boleh kan??? hehe.... =D

mcm yg kite tahu, ibu bapa selalunya akan ajar anak2 mereka bermula dgn ABC, dr A sampai la Z..tak lupa jgak hantar anak2 diorg gi mengaji Alif Ba Ta sampai la khatam al-Quran...

mcm tu la jgak saye, ABC dan Alif Ba Ta....tp ntah kenape, saye lebih b'minat dgn nombor... 1 2 3, tambah tolak darab bahagi.... dari kecil saye dah gile nombor, bile dah besar ni, dah masuk U pun, mcm takde life bile takde subjek calculation...

tp pelik dgn kawan2 saye yg lain, tak suka calculation, susah la, byk formula la...padahal hari2 diorg gunakan sistem calculation tu... lain org lain minatnya kan, saye faham...minat org kite tak boleh nak paksa.... mcm sukan jgak...tak semua org minat sukan, jgnkan nk bersukan, tgk sukan pun tak suka...pd saye itu pelik, tp mungkin org tu ade minat lain... mungkin berkait dgn genetik dan bakat jgak....hemmm, perlu dikaji pertanyaan tadi tu....

semuanya terpulang pada diri sendiri....apa yg saye tahu, saye sukakan calculation, saye suka sukan dan bersukan, pada masa yg same saye juga sukakan art & music (walaupun tak cukup bakat utk itu)....

haaa sebut tentang art & music......seorang pelukis meluahkan perasaannya pada kertas kanvas, begitu juga penulis lirik dan komposer yg mencipta lagu yg kadang2 betul2 menyentuh kalbu...art atau seni, pengertiannya terlalu besar...pd saye, seni itu lahir bile seseorang itu menggunakan bakat dan medium tertentu untuk meluahkan perasaan, ideologi dan pelbagai lg kepada org sekeliling mereka, ia tidak terhad kpd lukisan saje, seni juga ade dlm tulisan, lagu, cereka dan mcm2 lg yg kadang2 tak terjangkau oleh kite...

jumpa lagi di masa akan datang....=)

Today is Sunday

Nothing much that i do today. With my feet still in pain, i can't run, i can't play sports, i can't even walk as usual. haha..... My own mistake, over exercises and i have to suffer this pain alone by myself. But the thing is, i can't just sit down and relax, i make me more tired. That really me....=)

Well, tonight will be a match between German and England. I hope German can win this game and go for quater-final.

Which team will you choose???

first try...

hye bloggers...

this will be my first try in blogging a blog as a blogger. i heard a lot about blog before and my brother also always asked me to create my own blog. it is kinda fun when i can share stories, ideologies, thoughts and more with 'friends'. i might need to explore what is blog really mean to make myself active like others. so, i am thankful if there some kind 'friend' can help me into this. by then, see you next time. =)